"I wish every person in this world can feel this way for at least 5 minutes at some point in their life"
Flashback to April 9, 2014
Soooo just because it is such a happy and unforgettable day for me, I felt like sharing my excitement and happiness with my wordpressers ♥♥♥♥ lol. April 8 th is probably one of the absolute best days in the year. Exactly 3 years ago, i had the best first date ever with the guy of my dreams that makes my heart weak ♡ . I am not with him anymore, but every time this day comes around I just remember how excited I was that day and how lucky I felt, that I find myself smiling all day long.
I remember like if it was yesterday. I was driving to a friend's house on a Friday afternoon . My old job happens to be on the way there, and so when I was driving by I saw his bike. I immediately got nervous of course, i hadn't seen him in a very long time, and this was my forever crush since I was 17. I was kind of late but I had to stop and go inside to see if I miraculously bumped into him.
When I was inside the park I walked to the game room but no one was there. Crap! I was going to walk to the basketball court but I decided to go upstairs instead. THANK GOD I DID!!! Omg lol. So I got upstairs and saw one of my old supervisors as I was going to the restroom. I spoke to her for a little and then from the corner of my eye I saw this familiar body walking out of the office, down the hall and towards us. When I looked it was him!!! Gosh he just looked so perfect. An instant grin came on and did not disappear for the next couple of hours lol.
So I saw him him and tried to act normal of course. I said hiiiiiiiiiiiii and couldn't reduce the size of my smile, very obvious-typical crush scenario. So he says hi and gave me a half hug. He asked the usual catching up questions and proceeded to the elevator. I walked into the bathroom along with my old supervisor to try to calm down. I knew the elevator was going to take a long time so I got out as quick as possible. Phew just in time, because the doors were about to close so I did that "almost running but not exactly because I have heels" run and asked him could you hold the door, and he did. =)
The doors closed and this was my "now or never" chance. I ask him: "so when do you want to hang out?". Well that clearly caught him off guard and he smiled and said something along that I was aggressive. And then he gave me another hug!!!! I was dying inside as you can imagine. Finally he answered: "I dont know, lets go out this weekend. Oh wait, today is Friday, you want to chill tonight?" I think I had a partial heart attack when I heard him ask if I wanted to go out that night. I wasn't expecting a no, but I really hadn't thought about my reaction if he said yes. Then I was thinking "wth is my problem?! this guy is just inviting me as a friend". Well anyway I got it together and said "yes of course, I work tonight but ill meet you after". Then I said bye and left.
While I was at my friends house he texted me and said "it was nice seeing you today" ahhhhh another almost heart melt. And I forgot what I replied. Whatever so I went to work, I was so anxious to leave and I had to stay till 10 pm that day. Finally 945 came around, I had everything ready, labs closed, desks cleaned, and almost everyone kicked out lol. Luckily I live about 7 minutes away, counting the walk to the parking lot. I rushed home to go shower and get ready. He was at fat Tuesday's with some friends. I was still 20 at the time, which means I wouldn't have been able to go in, but luckily by the time I was ready they had already left and he was on his way home. So I was done, brown leather jacket, transformers t shirt, jeans and wedges.
It was already past 12 am. April 9th, 2011. No more lights, just flashing yellow or red, that meant i could get there faster. As I got in the car, my heart was racing and my underarms basically said "let the sweating begin" . Shit lol. I blasted the air and not even that stopped it. Well I finally get nearby where he was at, I wasn't sure where we were going to meet so I parked by the park and there he came on his bike. So sexy . I just wanted to jump on him lol. We decided where to go, I followed him to IHOP, we sat right next to each other, I yapped my mouth off, started telling him about my recent trip to Dominican republic and a bunch of other things. When we were done he asked if I wanted to walk to the beach. Guys- I think my heart was skipping multiple beats by the second at this point lol. So I left my car in the parking and we rode to the beach. Everything was perfect of course, great weather, beautiful moon, dark and mysterious night, and wonderful company.
I don't remember what exactly I was saying at that moment when all of a sudden he just went for it and kissed me!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like Aahhhhhhhhhhhhh! ((in my head)). I was in so much shock that I am not even sure how my brain sent the messages for me to kiss him back lol. Butterflies were nothing compared to what i felt in my stomach. This really just happened, thank goodness I had nothing to drink, otherwise I would have probably thought I was going crazy. So we kissed for a while, and then stopped. We got up and attempted to "walked it off", but we did not succeed. Then we started kissing again. I was in heaven. Finally we decided to leave. I jumped on his back to not have to put my heels back on. We got to my car, I drove him to his bike and then I followed him to his house. I will keep the rest of the details to myself but ill tell you one thing, that night turned into one of the best nights anyone who really likes another person could ever have.♥♥♥
It wasn't so much the date, or where we went, or what we even talked about. All that contributed to it of course, but it was the way I felt. Such an indescribable and incredible feeling. I wish every person in this world can feel this way for at least 5 minutes at some point in their life. Its like everything at the same time. Happy, joyful, lucky, random, unexpected, excited, nervous, thrilled, thankful, grateful, sexy, charming, movie like, and sad that it was going to end. Boy am I one lucky girl. =). You know how people supposedly replay memories right before they die. Well people, this is one moment that I am very looking forward to replay before I die. =)
And that completes my story. The end!
- Alexa (Intellect Chick)
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